Wow. It seems like so long since june 10... I was tired of seeing that on my page so I decided to update. Yey. Well I'm in high school now... I don't really care for it.
The people here annoy me so much. I nearly broke down at lunch because I hate them so much. Not all of them though, just all the morons.
It felt so fake.
I was sitting there, trying not to choke on my sob, and Hannah looks over.
"Ariel, are you okay?"
Nod.
"Are you sure?"
/I think I'd know.../
Nod.

Mason: "Are you alright?"
"Yea, I'll be fine!" *sniff*
"You sure?"
/Never.../
"I'm great!" *Big grin*
*Smile* "Okay."
repeat process 10x.

Then about five different people hugged me. I am such a dumbass, causing a scene like that. Who am I to do that anyway? Stupid.
I mean, I know people might worry, but about me?? I should be strong enough to deal with my self and my sordid emotions, how inefficient can one person get?!

Even though they were trying to comfort me it felt strained, forced, overdone. As if they had done it so many times before, again, again, again. I was another on their list of sob stories.
Needless to say after my force feeding of hugs, and my force gifting of smiles, I composed my self and was right by the end of fourth period.

Ah well. All's good that ends it a smile!